This all began as a status and then truned into a random rant and I hope it might inspire or touch somebody, get some gears turning or even entertain a few I don’t know just read if you like I just felt like expressing how I feel and I rarely do that let alone on the Internet so this might be something interesting for some people to read i doubt anyone does tho lol…
Sooo I cut my hair again ! All of it !! Hair is hair it doesn’t define who I am I am going to be the beautiful woman God made me to be regardless. To many people worry about hair and how they look and what people are gonna think. Okay yeah society can be cruel and judgemental but you can’t let that stop you from doing what you want to do or fighting for what you believe is true. For too long I have let society hamper my creativity, mold my beliefs, and shake my confidence until i finally realized that there is only one person’s judgement of me that really matters and that’s God so I let go of everything and decided to face this cruel world as an individual not just walk a different path but to create my own path that only i have traveled in which Jesus walks beside me like one of my favorite poems footsteps in the sand as i look back onmy life its been many times that the Lord has carried me through. Its always comforting to know when it feels like you have nobody and your all alone that God will never leave you or forsake you he has been my comfort in times of trials and temptation and fear if nobody else in this entire world understands me i kno he does and thats all that i need. Knowing all of this has freed me and regardless of what people think or say i know that God created me in his likeness just like he created everybody else and how much more beautiful and amazing can you get than like God! Through everything and anything you gotta stay true to yourself. You know who you are and if you don’t letting people and situations hold you back won’t help you find out either. I believe that everyone should follow their dreams regardless of how big or small it is and just go for it. I dont care if its your freinds people you dont know ya mama daddy or a certain situation in your life dont use that as an excuse not to pursue your dreams and explore your individuality! If its Gods plan please believe he will make sure you have it if you have faith in the things he can do but with that said faith without works is DEAD meaning you cant sit around and just hope you have to act on your prayers with the confidence and knowledge that God has got your back. The past few years have been really tough for me but God has watched over me and i am truly truly grateful. I am unworthy of his grace and mercy I am definitely in no way near a saint or perfect I have battles with my worldly desires all the time and sometimes they overcome but I’m working on making my spirit stronger one step at a time i cant brag about my love for God because frankly i fail him daily but i can brag about his love for me because it never fails! So if you have read this far and thought what the h e double hockey sticks does this have to do with her cutting her hair ? I am not sure right now im just speaking from my heart and i guarantee it will make since by the end soooo contiuning….The point is that hair is hair and it is just a small example of how society has got people believing certain things and acting certain ways like what defines beauty I believe that beauty is wat u make it as long as you rock it with confidence. Sometimes I see that society has taken a lot of people’s confidence away and forced them to being like everyone else so they “fit in” I know this might seem elementary but it never stopped after grade school no matter how old you get there will always being somebody judging you or a norm you have to conform and “fit in” to really think about it its always somebody that just doesnt “fit in” the outcast the wierdos but i wont get into syerotypes ill save that for another day. I see some people today that think they fit in just because they wear sweaters that look like or probably came from a thrift stores leggings military zip up boots or polo wit the freshest jays on NEWSFLASH look around WE ALL look the same and when it comes down to it you want people to remember YOU FOR YOU not what you wear. disclaimer NOT by any means I’m I saying anything bad about thrifting or following trends because i do both and enjoy it verrrry much anybody that knows me knows that lol :) but I’m just saying any decision you make do it for YOU and don’t be afraid to do it because with faith in God he will keep you & at least try to do things to please him and in return you will not only get what you want in life but you will also be granted life, eternal life. So I’m just saying ( i know im saying “im just saying” alot but I just got a lot to say lol) this world has been tainted by secular ideals and I admit I have been tainted too but I have taken a step back to realize that I have. I’m not trying to shove Jesus down anybody’s throat force anyone in to Christianity bash other religions cultures or personal “swag” but I want people to look at the big picture! STOP conforming and making irrational decisions based on trends be the INDIVIDUAL God carefully and beautifully created you to be and fully EMBRACE EVERYTHING you are with confidence and faith in every action i am not much but I’m grateful that God has made me everything i am so cutting my hair again yeah some might like it others might not but who cares it’s just hair might cut it again but mind you it’s not “good” hair unless it’s healthy and that’s the goal. Keep a smile on my face because God is leading this is my confidence and joy :)
#teamnatural #teamiloveGod #teamilovejesus #teamimabeliever #teambeyoself #teamloveyourlife #hashtagswag lol I hate when people use hashtags on Facebook I’m being a hypocrite right now after this I’m saving the pound signs for twitter but anywho pics will be up soon!! :) God is good ! Not ending this in any special type of deep and interesting way because I’m not that deep hope u enjoyed reading this note I’ll be surprised anyone does ! Lol
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